di celahan kelapa sawit

di celahan pokok kelapa sawit.

hahaha sempat gak pose kat sini

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my new song 'ku hanya aku'

hai...... serapan lengkong!

ni lagu baru

hope you'll enjoy it

sory jiwang sket. hahahahaha

song:deedy
lyric:deedy juge

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cikgu b**i

hai..... serapan lengkong!

hahahahahaha

hari ni aku teringat satu kisah yg buat aku gelak sampai kuar air mata

aku ingat lagi,

mase tu aku still darjah tiga

kelas aku kat blok hujung betul2 sebelah padang

kat depan cikgu rosli tengah ajar matematik

kitorang kat kelas 3 bijak pon tekun r gdr suare cikgu rosli mengajar

padang sekolah tu xlah besar sgt

2kali ganda padang bola je

n kat belakang padang tu adalah satu belukar kecik

almaklumlah sekolah felda

nak dijadikan cerita, masa kami tengah khusyuk belajar...

tetibe je ade seekor babi keluar dari belukar tu n berlari2 kat padang sekolah

tapi xde siape pun perasan

tiba2 suasane yg tenang berubah bila sorang dari kawan aku jerit

"cikgu babi! cikgu babi!" dengan lantangnya si hidir menjerit

aku n kawan2 aku pun heran r ngan si hidir ni

da gile ape cakap cikgu tu babi

sawan ke ape budak ni??

cikgu rosli pun cam da merah padam muke dia

then si hidir tu jerit lagi sambil tgn dia tunjuk ke arah padang

"tengok tu.......... ada babi kat sana!"

barulah kitorang sume perasan n gelak ramai2

ingatkan si hidirr tu da gila cakap cikgu tu babi

hahahahahaa

maybe cite ni kurang kelakar bagi korang

but to be honest, itulah antara pengalaman paling kelakar yg pernah aku dapat kat sekolah rendah tu.

ok c u next time!

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am i a murderer??

do i look like a murderer????? am i a murderer??????? yes i am????????? no it is not???????

do that incident can be considered as a murder???? please don't blame me!

coz i'm fell very tired blaming myself for all my past 19 years.

enough. it is enough!

i feel that i could't take this blame anymore

just let me blame myself

just by myself

dont put any extra on it

coz im not a superhero

even peter parker was crying because of mary jane

im not strong enough

and i think i will never get stronger forever

just forgive me!!

yes. just forgive me!!

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kerna kau satu

hai serapan lengkong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hari ni first time aku upload video kat dalam blog ni
bukan video sembarang tau
nilah citer2 aku dari dulu
aku selalu berangan nak nyanyi lagu yg aku cipta sendiri
n selepas 19 tahun.... impian aku tercapai juga
walaupun lagu ni cam bodoh2 je
tapi aku puas hati
puas sgt
sorry coz bunyi gitar ni sumbang
almaklumlah org baru belajar
apepun kalau korang da tengok video ni silalah komen ye kalau sudi
aku terime baik ke buruk komen tu

KERNA KAU SATU
kekasihku hanya engkau yg satu
didalam beribu hanya kau dimataku
jgn pernah kau dustai aku
biar apa terjadi setia padaku
kekasihku jgnlah ragu dan malu
sudikah dirimu mengisi hidupku?
kupersembahkan laguku untukmu
biar kau membisu, kutetap menunggu
janganlah engkau terus membisu
janganlah engkau terus tersipu
kerana dirimulah yang selalu kurindu
kerana dirimulah yg selalu kumahu
kekasihku kau tataplah mataku
moga kau temukan keikhlasan hatiku
katakanlah kau juga begitu
agar kita berdua kan bisa menyatu
janganlah engkau terus membisu
janganlah engkau terus tersipu
kerana dirimulah yg selalu kurindu
kerana dirimulah yg selalu kumahu
kerana dirimu yg mencuri hatiku
kau satu tiada ragu dikaulah sayangku
lagu: deedy
lirik: deedy
p/s: untuk siapa lagu ini ditujukan? jgn tanye coz masih belum ade lagi. hu3

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hai, serapan lengkong!

hmmmmmm.........
terkadang aku terfikir
better aku senym ke masam je?

penat juga kadang2
kenapa mesti sembunyikan semua dari aku?
aku ni siapa?
ye aku faham aku still belum cukup dewasa untuk semua tu
tapi aku dari kecik da tahu semua masalah ni
salah ke kalau aku nak tahu?semua itu tentang aku.
mestilah aku nak tahu

kelakar lah
aku tertipu je selame ni
sebab tu aku sayang n hormat kat dia
tapi bila aku tahu semu ni.....
aku tak tahu ape nak buat,
kepercayaan tu tiba2 lesap
tapi.........

kenapa mesti sembunyikan?????
aku ni siapa???
kau boleh bagi semua alasan tu
tapi aku ttp xboleh nak terima
please r.... aku da besar n insyaallah da boleh fikir ngan matang
jgn r buat semua ni macam aku masih budak sepuluh tahun
even masa aku sepuluh thun pun bende ni da berlegar2 kat kepale aku
sorry r kat sape2 yg bace ni coz aku mmg xde tempat lain nak cakap semua ni
selain kat sini.
rase selamat kot

kadang2 aku rasa aku nak pendam je bende ni semua.
but aku rasa aku perlu luahkan kat someone
tapi siapa yg seswai jd someone tu pun aku xtau
just kat sini
yes. just kat sini
sorry

kalau rase menyampah n xnak bace just ignore je bende ni
aku xkesah
hmmmmmmmmmm

bodoh r aku ni
kadang2 aku rase ape yg diorang buat tu betul.
sembunyikan semua bende tu supaya aku sayng n hormat dia
tapi kalau nak sembunyi biar sembunyi betul2!
kenape mesti.......... hmmmmmmmmmmm

senangnye kau bercakap
ye mmg senang
bagi orang lain bende tu lucu
tapi bagi aku tak
mmg senang untuk orang tu sebut coz dia tak lalui semua ni
tapi please kalau nak sebut pun jgn depan aku
kau buat aku rasa macam pembunuh la sengal!
puas r hati kau sekarang??
puas r?

ade aku kesah?
eh aku da puas r menangis
biar r orang cakap aku ni kuat menangis ke, kilang air mate ke
aku xkesah
sebab korang tak faham
aku benci semua benda jadi macam ni
lantak r kalau kau suke
tapi ni dunia aku. hidup aku
please r jgn kacau
please r faham

just let me be what ever i want it to be
jgn buat aku terus rasa bersalah
19 tahun beb
ingat senang ke aku tempuh 19 tahun ni?
kau tahu ape?
yang kau tahu .......
hmmmmmmmmm
malas aku nak cakap.
cukup r aku ada ayah, mak, abang akak, adik n kawan2 aku
kau.......... boleh jalan!

please r faham
aku tengah buntu
terus hormat or just ignore dia?
tapi......
aku rasa aku tetap hormat dia
walau ape berlaku itulah yg akan aku buat
mungkin pendirian aku boleh berubah bila2 masa
biar r org nak cakap aku lalang yg kene tiup angin
aku tak kesah
buat masa ni biar aku fikir dulu!

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SEDAPNYE HAZELNUT NENEK!

hi

serapan lengkong!

hari ni buzy wat final projek

tapi sempat jugaklah aku online curik2!

and hari ni aku jumpe satu blog yg kelakar gile!

and ade satu cite ni wat aku speechless

lepas seminit baru aku ketawa berguling2 sambil gosok kerongkong yg loya nak mati

tajuknye sedapnye hazelnut nenek!

korang bace lah ye!

SEDAPNYE HAZELNUT NENEK!

Abu (nama samaran) bagitau tunang dier Siti (juga nama samaran) teringin nak
jumpa nenek Siti. Satu hari, Siti berkesempatan memperkenalkan Sam kepada neneknya.
Sambil duduk menunggu, Abu mengunyah kacang hazelnut sampai abis semangkuk.
Nenek Siti keluar lalu Abu bersalam dengan sopan santunnya sambil berkata, "Maaflah nek,
abis semangkuk hazelnut tu saya makan tadi." Dengan selamba ala salesman budak-budak
pakai tie jual calculator, nenek Siti berkata, "Takpe, Siti memang suka sangat bawakan nenek
coklat kacang hazelnut ni. Gigi nenek takde dah, jadi nenek isap je la coklatnya. Kacangnya nenek
tinggalkan kat mangkuk tu."

amacam? kelakar? loya?

*credit to gelihati.blogspot.com

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FENG SHUI IN ARCHITECHTURE

haiiiii.........................
serapan lengkong...................
ups.
seperti biasa salah lagi.
assalamualaikum!

today Im gonna talk about feng shui
since my history lecture pn suzana ask me to make an assignment about history of china
so i choose feng shui because i think that feng shui is very famous among the chinese.

and i not make a mistake coz after the research that i made, it is really true that this feng shui is really important in chinese lifestyle. it also influnced the chinese architecture a lot

so here i put some of my work about what is feng shui and the influances of feng shui in chinese architacture


INTRODUCTION:

The term Feng Shui means literally Wind and Water. It is the forces that shape the landscape. It is pronounced "Fung Schway" and it refers to a set of rules in Chinese philosophy that govern spatial arrangement and orientation in relation to patterns related to the Universal Laws, as expressed in the Natural World.

It is said that the term Feng Shui is actually a short way to refer to an ancient poem, which described the ideal conditions of a place where human life could thrive, in harmony with Heaven and Earth.

Feng Shui is at least 5,000 years old. The Feng Shui masters of Ancient China had the responsibility of finding sites where palaces, farms, and villages could be built with a certain guarantee that people could not only survive, but prosper there. They also were to find burial sites where the memory of ancestors could be honored for generations. At a time when there were no weather reports and history had just started to be recorded, Feng Shui practitioners had to rely on their powers of observation of the natural world. They would take note of things like:

* the abundance and availabilty of drinking water
* the quality and fertility of the soil
* the shapes of mountains, hills, rivers, lakes and valleys
* the condition of vegetable and animal life
* the presence of enough fish and game
* the strength and direction of the winds
* sun exposure

THE PRINCIPLE OF FENG SHUI:

· The way (tao)

· Ying and yang

· Chi

THE WAY (TAO)

It shows us how to order our lives to live in harmony with ourselve, each other and the natural. Not only a human live in this whole world. There is the animal, plant and also other creature in this world.

For that reason, this tao will help us to make a harmony relationship with ourselve. Then it also create a harmony relationship between human and human, also human with nature surrounding.

YING AND YANG

Positive and negative forces act together in order to create energy . ying and yang represent these two forces which are in constant movement and each attempting to gain dominance.

If one of them achive the dominance, the imbalance will occur. So, when one force become too strong its influence subsides and the other takes over. So the aim of ying and yang is to achieve the balance between the two forces.

CHI

Chi is the life force of of all animate things, the quality of the environment, the power of the sun, the moon and wheather system, and the driving force in human beings.

The purpose of feng shui is to create environment in which chi flows smoothly to achive phisical and mental health.where chi flow gently through a house, the occupant will be positive and will have easy passage through life.

If chi move sluggish or stuck, then the chances are that problem will occur to those who living there.

FIVE TYPES OF ELEMENT IN FENG SHUI

Ø Wood

Ø Fire

Ø Earth

Ø Metal

Ø Water

WOOD

Wood Characteristic:

Symbolise spring, growth and plant life. Viewed as a tree . this wood energy is expansive, nurturing and versatile. Wood colour is green.

Wood Personalities:

· Wood people are public-spirited and energetic. Ideas people. They also an outgoing people.

· Positively they are artistic and undertake task with enthusiasm

· Negatively they become impatient and angry and often fail to finish the task they have begun.

FIRE

Fire Characteristic:

Symbolise summer, fire and heat. It can bring light, warm and happiness or it can errupt, explode and destroy with a greate violence. Positively it stand for honour and fairness. Negatively it stand for honour and fairness. Fire colour is red.

Fire Personalities:

· Fire people is leaders and crave action. They inspire other to follow but they dislike rules and fail to see censequences

· Positively they are innovative, homorous and passionate people

· Negatively they are impatient exploit others and have little thought for their feeling

EARTH

Earth Characteristic:

Symbolise the nurturing environment that enable seed to grow, from which all living things emanate and return to. Positively it denotes fairness, wisdom and instinct. Negatively it represent nervous and non existent problem. Earth colour is yellow, orange and brown.

Earth Pesonalities

· Earth people are supportive and loyal. They also practical and do not rush anythings.

· Positively they are loyal, depandable and patient

· Negatively they are absessional

METAL

Metal Characteristic:

Symbolise autumn and strength. Its nature represent solidity and ability to contain object. Positively its represent communication, idea and justice. Negatively it can suggest destruction. Metal colour is white, silver, grey and gold.

Metal Personalities:

· Metal people are dogmatic and resolute. They are good organizers and indipendent.

· They are srious and do not accept help easily.

· Positively they are stong and intersting people. Negatively they are inflexible, melancholic and serious

WATER

Water Characteristic:

Symbolise winter and water itself, gentle rain and storm. Positively it nurtures and support with understanding. Negatively it can wear down and exhaustit also can suggest fear, nervousness and stress. The colour of water is blue and black.

Water Personalities:

· Water people communicate well. They are diplomatic and persuasive.

· They are sensetive to the mood of other and a good listener

· Flexible nad adapted, they view things holistically.

· Positively is stand for artistic, sociable and sympathetic

· Negatively they are sensitive and intrusive.

THE INFLUENCES OF FENG SHUI IN CHINESE ARCHITECTURE (FORBIDDEN CITY)

· Shape of the city

· Building or house with animal

· The proportion of the entrance to the size of the city

· The city with a river

· The placement of the main gate

· The uses of colours of the feng shui elements.

Shape of the building

· A lot’s shape can affect the house or city that sits on above it

· The most favorable plots are those regular in shape which is square, rectangular or oval

· The Forbidden City used the ractangular shape

· In the Feng Shui theory, this shape attract a good balance of chi

· Try to avoid triangular, trapezium and other shapes with narrow portion. This is becaus if the narrow portion is at the front, chi will choked on its way in and out of the lot.

· If the wide portion is at the front, the chi will escape to readily.

Building or house with animal

· In Feng Shui theory, animal generate positive chi.

· Having a animal in the building will create a positive energy to crowd out any negative energy waiting to enter the building.

The proportion of the entrance to the size of the city

* In the Feng Shui theory, the entrance of the city should be proportion to the size of the city.
* A large entrance on a small city or house will allow beneficial chi to escape while letting unlucky chi slip in.
* A small entrance on a large city or building will block the entrance of beneficial chi while simultaneously trapping a negative chi inside.

The entrance is proportion to the size of the city.

The city with a river

* In the Feng Shui theory, a city that have a river is blessed by the god.
* This is because, the river bring a good Chi. So, the river works to distribute a positive chi to all of the city.

· Water symbolise wealth and the water flowing into the city symbolise receiving wealth.


The placement of the main gate

· The main gate of the Forbidden City is facing south.

· A south orientation was preferable because the wind from Mongolia carried a carried a great deal of yellow dust and was terribly cold. It is also considered ad a bad chi.

· For that reason, people avoided placing window on the north, and such practice become common. Even now many beijing building do not have window or other openings on the north.

the main gate of the forbidden city is facing south to avoid bad chi from the north.

The uses of colours of the feng shui elements

· The Forbidden City used a colour of five element of the Feng Shui which is green (wood), red (fire), white (metal), yellow (earth) and blue (water)

· We can see the green colour came out from the tree aroun and inside the city.

· The red colour is used a lot for the column and wall.

· The yellow and brown is used as the colour of the roof

· White is used at the stair and bridge

· Blue is for the water and the sky background of the city.



CONCLUSION:

Feng Shui is an important element of the Chinese architecture since a long time ago. We can find a lot of influences of Feng Shui in the Chinese architecture especially at the Forbidden City since it was the largest Feng Shui project ever constructed. Every detail of the palace complex was studied and approved by the finest Feng Shui priests of the time

By applying Feng Shui in our daily life, we can learn how to be more responsible to our nature.it also teach us to be harmony with ourselves, to each other and to the natural world.

In modern times Feng Shui also deals with the surroundings of a building including streets and other buildings, its shape and landscaping, as well as with the colors and materials of the outside and inside of a space. Feng Shui rules can help find a site where family life is more likely to be harmonious, or a locale where a business is more likely to succeed.

While Architecture is based mainly on rules of functionality and Interior Design concentrates on beauty, Feng Shui adds the dimension of feelings. How people react emotionally to a place is as important as proper architectural or interior design. It is essential that people feel comfortable and safe in their home or workplace in order to create environments where we can be happier, healthier, more prosperous and free.


REFERENCES:

Books:

· The Feng Shui Garden by Gill Hale

· Applied Pa-kua and Lo Shu Feng Shui by Lillian Too

· Feng Shui For The Home by Evelyn Lip

· Feng Shui Harmonizing Your Inner And Outer Space by Zaihong Shen

· Feng Shui The Way Of Harmony by Albert Low

Web :

· http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Feng_shui

· http://www.asianartmall.com/fengshui.htm

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dulang hantaran buat en meor

haiiiiii.........
serapan lengkong!
ups!
assalamualaikum!

hari2 dalam minggu exam yg menyeksakan
study, buat design
buat aku makin serabut
and akhirnye hanye drama2 korea n jepun je menghiasi malam2 aku
hu3
padahal mmg xnak wat kerje pun

tapi sempat jugak r aku menyentuh dulang2 hantaran buat en meor tersayang tu.
tapi baru siap satu je
hu3

pattern.
ape tu pattern.
perulangan motif?
ape tu motif?
perulangan yg mcm mane?
lantak lah.
hu3.
kotak2 kosong yg masih tak terisi

yg ni dalam progress lagi. 5% je kot

8%
hampir siap da. boleh colour lepas ni
seronok gak wat keje sambil melalak2 kat studio. hu3
susah betul nak pilih colour yg seswai




alhamdulillah siap juge akhirnye. walaupun hasilnye agak tak memuaskan. tapi at least aku siap. hu3. lepas ni kne wat dulang2 hantaran yg lain pulak.

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tanpa 'title'

haiiii................... serapan lengkonggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
upssss asyik salah je
assalamualaikum!

mood aku tak berapa baik hari ni
there is a lot of thing to do and ive to think about
omg
i feel so tired and exhausted

i wanna sleep!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna go homeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmmmmmmmmm

but ive got an 'ilham' today

dalam kalut2 ni, aku sempat luahkan segala ape yg aku rase ni dalam satu sajak
tapi aku sendiri tak tahu ape tajuk sajak ni
lantaklah.


TANPA 'TITLE'

kucoretkan segala yg terbuku di hati
yang terpandang
yang terdengar
yg terasa
yg terfikir
yg terkenang

apakah semua ini?
aku tak mengerti
sesak
berdebar
kosong

gila.
adakah aku sudah gila?
tidak!
aku tak mahu!
aku tak mahu!

bagai pemabuk sasau aku berjalan
fikiran tak henti berputar
berpusing
berpinar
mencari dimana arah yg sepatutnya kutuju
kulalui
kuhayati

namun kekusutan itu tak kutemui penghujungnya
hanya memegang permulaannya dengan penuh penyesalan
membodohi diri sendiri
mencaci hina

pergi!
aku tak mahu terus dihantui
pergi!
jauhi diriku
keluar dari nadi2ku
walaupun terhenti, biarkan nafasku suci

biar kusendiri
mencari diri
menyanjung ilahi
xkan kutangisi
biar kau pergi
biar kubenci

xkan kusesali
pergi!
jangan berhenti
akan kuterusi
akan kulalui
terus pergi, melangkah kaki
jangan kau berpaling lagi!

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nasi lemak, nasi goreng, nasi kandar, nasi dagang, nasi ayam, nasi minyak, nasi nasi nasi

haiiiii................ serapan lengkong!
ups......!!!!! assalamualaikum

lame da tak update blog ni. hu3

today i wanna talk about nasi.
rice.
the rice or food wastage.
why i choose this topic?
coz aku fikir we the malaysian nowaday semakin tak mengambil kesah tentang pembaziran makanan ni

yelah kan.............
celik mate je pagi2 dah terhidang nasi lemak atas meja.
lunch pulak, nak makan ape cakap je. semua ada
belum lagi makan malam, nak ape? satay, rojak, mee dari atuk mee sampai cucu mee kau boleh order.
we never think camne hidup ni tanpe makanan.
yang kite tahu bila lapar je nak makan
tak lapar pun nak makan juga.
bila puase je cakap lapar nak matilah apelah
just imagine satu hari nanti nasib kita jadi macam orang kat bosnia tu
nak?
bukan setakat makan, nak minum pun susah







tu satu kes.
ni satu kes lagi.
kalau makan reti bace bismillah takpe. ni bukak je mulut terus redah
ape nak jadilah dengan kite ni kan?

nak sentuh sikit masalah pembaziran.
bukan pembaziran wang ringgit ke ape, tapi pembaziran makanan
nampak macam simple je masalah ni kan
tapi selepas research yg aku buat masalah pembaziran makanan dikalangan rakyat malaysia ni pun teruk jugak
tak percaye?

ok, cube bayangkan
seorang rakyat malaysia makan nasi
pastu dia tinggalkan 40 butir nasi dalam pinggan dia
xbanyak tau, 40 butir je

dalam anggaran kasar, kita anggarkan 40 butir nasi tu same dgn 3 gram
so 3 gram tu pulak bila da convert to tan bersamaan dengan 3x10kuase-6 tan
itu baru seorang
so bila kita darabkan dgn 26 juta rakyat malaysia jumlahnye is 78 tan
percaya tak?
besar kan jumlahnye tu

ok kita dapat nilai 78 juta kalau rakyat malaysia bazirkan 40 butir nasi seorang. kalau lebih?
cube kira berapa banyak nasi yg tinggal dalam pinggan2 korang lepas korang makan
aku sure ramai antara kita bazirkan lebih daripada 40 butir.



so cube fikirkan berapa banyak sebenarnye yang kite bazirkan


ok kita dpt 78 tan tadi kalau rakyat malaysia makan sekali sehari
kalau lebih?
anda makan berapa kali sehari?
ok bedasarkan research yg telah aku buat, purata rakyat malaysia makan nasi ialah 2 kali sehari
so.................... 78 tan x 2 = 156 tan.
wow..... jumlah tu dah berganda sekarang
so........ just imagine 156 tan nasi dibazirkan setiap hari oleh rakyat malaysia
beasr betul jumlah tu
berhempas pulas para petani nak tanam padi tu ber hektar2 hanya untuk dibuang pada akhirnya
hmmmmm teruk betul rakyat malaysia ni
kalaulah orang kate sebutir beras tu bersamaan dengan setitik peluh petani
kalau dah 156 tan tu berapa ribu petani mati akibat kekeringan peluh.
so fikirkanlah perbuatan kita selama ni
make sure lepas ni kalau makan pinggan kita licin.
jangan ada lagi nasi yang tertinggal
aku nak propose satu kempen kat sini boleh?
"makanlah nasi anda hingga butir terakhir"

ok next time jumpa lagi.
bye!

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seseorang aku

Hello!!!!!!

Serapanlengkong!!

Upssss!! Sorry! Assalamualaikum!

First of all, I would like to welcome en Firdaus to my blog. Hi en Firadus “welcome to my blog” hu3! This blog is called KANTA DUNIAKU. Kenape? . saje je letak name tu. Wakaka. The reason why I choose kanta duniaku is, I want to use this blog to express my opinion or anything around me in my own point of view. That’s is why I choose this title “kanta duniaku”

“pakai kanta cinta………………….. semua indah! Pakai kanta hati………………. Semua terserlah! Pakai kanta lekap…….. tak orilah”

Ok. My name is MOHD SALEHUDIN BIN MARJI. But you all boleh panggil deedy jer! I come from the small town called Kota Tinggi, Johore. It is a most peaceful place in the world for me. I don’t really care what other people wanna say about my hometown. Kampong, kecik, nothing,! Say what eva u wanna say. For me, there is no such place in the world as special as my Kota Tinggi.

In Kota Tinggi, me and my family stayed at a FELDA called Felda Bukit Waha. Luv it sooooo much! The scenery, the community, the sound, the smell. Oh……………. I really miss my home!!

I come from a big family. I have 8 siblings and me myself is the 7^th. My family got a special name actually. Since we are purely ‘jawa’ people, so my father gave us (accept me actually) some kind of jawa name. hu3.

My eldest sister’s name is Marlina bte Marji

Second is my brother Marhalim bin Marji

Next is also my brother Maryadi bin Marji

The fourth and fifth is my twin sisters named Marhanina and Marhaniza Marji

Next is my sister named Maridayani Marji

Me,

And the last one is my ‘joyah’ kepoh’ sister name Marlia Marji

Don’t ask me why my name is different from the other ‘Marji’s’ coz I don’t have the answer for that question. I asked my father once, why don’t you named me Marhazimi, or Marhazidi, or Marwhateva? But he did’t answer me. But whatever it is, we, the Marji’s still dapat hidup dengan tenang n aman walaupun sekali sekala rumah tu cam nak roboh dengan suara2 riuh kami especially from my youngest sister.

I born at Hospital Daerah Kota Tinggi. 14^th august 1990. It is a very ‘special’ date for me. Why I called it ‘special’? because it is the date of happiness, and it was also the date of sadness for me and my family. Actually I don’t wanna write it here but I think that everybody have a dark side or sad story in their life. So this is my story.

My birthday is also the day that my late mother passed away. I really appreciate this day because this is the day where my whole life begin. I love my mother so much. I do love her sooooooooooo much. She dedicated her life for me. And I really appreciate it. Although I felt really sad, but, this is the truth that ive to believe. And I also take this as ujian dari tuhan yang mahu menguji umat2nya. Saya terima dengan redha itu semua. Aku redha.

I don’t have an opportunity to kiss her, I don’t have an opportunity to hug her, I don’t have an opportunity to know her better, I don’t have an opportunity to say “ I love u mom” to her, I don’t have an opportunity to kiss her hand. Tapi aku redha. Although my ‘birthday party’ is always become a ‘kenduri arwah’. Aku still redha. Coz aku tahu tuhan sayang kat aku. Sebab tu Allah bagi aku seorang lagi mak yang menyayangi aku tak ubah macam anak sendiri. I love my mothers. There is no such people in this world that I love sooooo much as much as I love my mothers.

And as for my youngest sister, Lily. I love u as my sister. Although we come from a different mother, but I don’t really care about that. U are my only sister 18 years ago, now, and forever.

Hmmmmmmmmmm. I wanna stop the sad story here. Smile, smile, and smile.

Currently I am study at uitm perak in an architecture course. Why I choose this course? I don’t know the answer actually. I do love designing, but……….. i love landscape designing rather than architecture design. I love nature. I love to work with a living things such as plant and animal. That’s why I like landscape architecture. Tapi tak bermaksud saya tak suka architecture. Just kurang tertarik. Hu3.

But since I’ve become an architecture student, I wanna do my best so that I can become a good designer one day. Since tuhan da bagi jalan ni untuk aku. Aku akan teruskan. Orang kate mungkin rezeki aku kat sini agaknya. Amin.

Ape lagi nak tulis ni?????

Ok. I love art soooo much. I like movie, I like song, dance, I love to sing, drawing, poem, craft, novel, and everything about art. Art is everything for me. But, what I like the most is I to sing. I don’t really care what people wanna say about my voice. The very important thing is I enjoy and I can release my tension by sing. All the feeling will come out by sing. When I feel like happy, I will sing a happy song. When I feel unhappy, I’ll sing a sad song with a tear came out from my eyes. Wakaka. When I feel like I’m in ‘love’ I will sing a romantic song. Hu3!

The song that I love and I feel comfort to sing is a ballad song. Ive tried many other genres like rock, slow rock, ska, or even nasyid, but my voice is ‘not working’ for those songs and it also not suitable with my character and soul. So I think that the ballad song is more ‘seswai’ for me.

Beside that. I also like to make an origami. This is my hobby since I was 8. By making origami, it will train our creativity, our memory, patient and so on. The origami that I like the most is my rose origami. I learn it from the book when I was 9. The instruction inside the book is in English and I cant understand it. I try n try but it still doesn’t work. Seriously I really really really really wanna learn the step to make the rose. But in the end I still can’t make it and I cried.

At last my sister give me a dictionary and I translated the instruction to bahasa word by word. And finally I did it. And what I do is I have modified the origami into my style and it looks more beautiful than the one inside the book and I really happy. Ive also changed the step to make it so that it will be easier and simpler. And actually ive teach many of my friend to make the rose. Puas hati aku!

Ape lagi nak cite ye?

Tu je kot.

Lain kalilah sambung.

Oklah. Bye!

*please enjoy to explore my blog. Hu3 n see u next time.

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seorang aku

haiiiii.............. serapan lengkong!
tema hari ni is siapa aku.
kenapa siapa aku?
mana aku tau? hu3




aku?
siapa aku?
engkaukah aku?
eh bukan........ bukan...........
kau mesti bukan aku!
sebab ape?
sebab................. aku adalah aku! bukannya kau!
tapi...............
siapa aku?

aku?
siapa aku?
apa dia?!!
kau kenal aku?
betul ke tu aku?
ntah-ntah kau tipu!
siapa kau?
siapa aku?
arrgggghhhhh!!!!! tolonglah aku!

aku,
tolonglah aku!
eh, aku tolong aku?
macam mane tu?
boleh ke aku?
oh tuhan.............. berserabutnya kepala otak aku!

siapa aku???
baik ke aku?
hina ke aku?
terpandang ke aku?
ntah-ntah aku cume sampah, merengkuk tepi jalan.
mana aku nak letak muka?
tapi........... macam mana pulak kalau aku mulia?
terpandang?
tapi kenapa xde orang kenal aku?
kenapa xde orang bantu aku?
paling penting, kenapa aku tak kenal siapa aku?
oh tuhannnnnn.............. siapa aku?????

kau!
kau tolonglah aku!
aku bingung!
aku bengong!
carikan siapa aku!
please!
aku serabut!
hidup aku dah kusut!
tolong tau!
tolong akuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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oh tuhan, oh tuhan, oh tuhan!!!!!!

oh tuhan oh tuhannnn.....................
aku sesak, aku semak, aku serabut.
semuanya bertimbun
semuanya bercelaru,

mana satu ni?
somebody please help me!!!!!!
just say something
say whatever u wanna say
as long as i can be calm
as long i can feel comfort among these troubles

come on
tell me anything!
tell me about penguin,
dog,
fish,
doraemon,
or even a lie!
i will not mad
pleaseeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't wanna stay like this anymore
pleaasseeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh tuhan!
apa patut aku lakukan?

nangis?
termenung?
menjerit sampai tercabut anak tekak?
buat2 pengsan?
buat2 gila?
ketawa satu malam tak henti?

apa ni?????????????????????

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LISTEN TO THE NATURE

Haiiiiiiii......................
Serapan lengkongggggg!!!!!
Jawab pe? Lengkong semalam. Hu3
Listen to the nature
Kenapa aku bangkitkan tajuk ni kat sini
Sebenarnya ni just monolog yg saje2 aku buat

Dalam monolog ni aku cume nak manusia sedar ape yang telah kita lakukan pada dunia kita sekarang
Pada alam semulajadi
Ya, mungkin pada dasarnya kita fikir dunia ni milik kita
Tapi kita tak boleh ketepikan hak makhluk2 lain untuk hidup kat dunia ni
Coz kita jgn lupa diorang pun diciptakan tuhan sebagai makhluk kat dunia ni

Kalaulah diberi kesempatan mereka semua untuk meluahkan apa yang mereka pendam
Apa agaknya yang akan diorang katakan.
So dengan monolog ni aku harap dapat kita sama2 realise and insafi apa yang telah kita lakukan pada alam ni sebenarnye


Tutup mata semua........ tutup mata.
Tutup rapat2
Tutup.......................
Tarik nafas......... tarik dalam2............
Kau nampak ape aku nampak?
Nampak tak?
Cantik kan air terjun tu?
Kau nampak tak air terjun tu?
Jernihnya air............... sejuk.
Macam dalam peti ais aku rase.....
Eh,.....
Kau nampak tak ikan yg berenang tu?
Ikan apa agaknye ye?
Banyaknya.................... boleh bakar ni!
Tapi kesian........ nanti sungai ni sunyi xde penghuni.
Eh.........
Banyaknye burung!
Warna warni!
Macam kat taman burung.
Tapi xde sangkar,
Bestnya jadi burung. Bebas xde sangkar.
Rame2 pun ade.................... cantiknye................
Mana datang rama2 banyak ni?
Kat situ.......... kat sane.......... eh kat sini pun ade
Putih...............
Wahhhhhh cantiknye bunga ni!
Wanginye......... boleh tak kalau nak petik?
Hmmmmmm letak kat telinga lah!

Ehhhhh...............
Kau dengar tak?
Dengarlah betul betul!
Suara apa tu ha?
Bising!



Arggggghhhhhhhhhhhh..........
Aku dah bosan!
Kami dah bosan!
Mana2 kami pergi......... semua tak aman
Dunia impian aku dah musnah
Semua pasal korang
Aku benci manusia!
Aku benci korang semua!
Apa? Korang fikir korang bagus. Dunia ni milik korang?
Habis tu macam mana dengan aku? Keluarga aku? Kawan2 aku?
Manusia memang pentingkan diri!
Xkesah pasal orang lain!
Apa? Apa dia?
Oh..... korang rasa aku binatang so aku tak pentinglah!
Korang memang tak patut!
Korang kurung aku kat sini.
Sorang2. Aku bosan! Aku nak teman. Aku nak terbang!
Apa? Korang cakap aku tak bersyukur korang bagi aku makan?
Hei, aku boleh cari makanan sendirilah.
Korang bagi aku makan pun pakai duit hasil aku juga.
Korang kurung aku kat sini, untuk bangse korang tengok. Korang juga yg dapat duit
Aku dapat apa?
Korang ingat aku ni ape? Badut?
Aku ingat nasib aku kat dalam ni je yg malang.
Rupanya kawan2 aku yg bebas pun korang ganggu juga.
Korang memang tamak!
Habis semua sarang si layang2 korang kebas.
Eh, korang ni xde bende lain ke nak makan?
Manusia memang tamak!
Habis semua sarang tempua korang kebas. Korang gantung kat depan rumah.
Eh, korang tak malu ke ambil rumah orang lain untuk cantikkan rumah sendiri?
Macam mane kalau orang lain ambil rumah korang?
Mesti korang marah kan?
Wey,....... lepaskan aku!
Aku benci lah duduk dalam sangkar ni!



Betul tu!
Betul!
Aku sokong cakap kau tu kakak tua!
Manusia memang tamak!
Aku benci manusia.
Korang rosakkan sungai aku! Rumah aku!
Sampah sarap bersepah!
Aku nak berenang pun tak bebas
Korang fikir rumah aku ni ape? Tong sampah?
Bila air paip kat rumah korang kotor korang bising.
Tapi..... korang tak rasa bersalah langsung buang sampah kat dalam sungai ni.
Bukan setakat sampah, mayat pun korang buang dalam sungai.
Korang tak reti2 nak tanam?
Aku benci manusia!
Selambe badak je korang tuang toksid kat rumah aku.
Bila semua keluarga dan kawan2 aku mati, korang biar je.
Korang tak pernah fikir ape yg kami rase.
Korang tahu tak aku menangis macam nak mati?
Korang tahu tak betapa sukarnya kami nak survive dalam sungai yg kotor ni?
Anak2 kami semua mati, baru je menetas 2 minit
Yang korang tahu bila kami dah dimasak 3 rasa korang main balun je!
Ape dia? Kau cakap kau tak mencemarkan sungai?
Kau tak payah nak bohong ngan aku
Kau ingant ape yg kau buat masa mandi kat air terjun ni dulu?
Baru je berendam dah kencing!
Pengotor! Mabuk aku!
Eh aku tak kesahlah kalau kau nak tumpang mandi kat sungai aku.
Tapi biarlah beradap sikit!
Manusia memang kurang hajar!
Bagi balik sungai aku!!!!!!!!


Aku sakit.
Badan aku sakit.
Manusia memang kurang hajar!
Sampai hati buat aku macam ni
Korang petik aku, korang kate aku cantik, bau aku wangi
Suka2 hati korang je cium aku
Korang fikir aku ni xde maruah?
Bila aku cantik korang simpan
Tapi bila aku layu korang buang
Korang memang tamak!
Nak tunjuk kasih sayang konon
Hari kekasih nak tunjuk kasih sayang
Tapi ape korang buat?
Cantas aku, balut dengan plastik
Aku tak boleh bernafas
Macam tu korang sambut hari kasih sayang ke?
Manusia memang tak guna
Habis semua kawan2 aku jadi mangse korang
Kekwa, dahlia, orkid semua korang bedal sampai si teratai dalam tasik pun korang kacau!
Ape masalah korang sebenarnye?
Apa salah kami?
Kami nak hidup!
Kami nak kembang mekar !
Biar rama2 dan lebah yg datang. Kami suka mereka datang.
Mereka bantu kami.
Tapi korang lain!
Korang tak didik anak2 korang untuk sayangi kami!
Habis semua kawan2 aku diorang petik buat main masak2!
Macam xde bende lain
Habis lumat si kemboja diorang tumbuk pakai lesung
Ingat kami ni ape?
Hei kami ni makhluk tuhan jugaklah!
Korang memang tak patut.
Korang manfaatkan kami!
Korang tanam kami dalam pasu
Nak cantikkan rumah konon
Tapi............. kawan aku si si bunga raya kat depan rumah kau tu dah berapa lama kau tak siram?
Bila dia dah layu nak mati baru korang siram dia
Manusia kejam...................!!!!!






Semua salah manusia!
Memang salah manusia!
Korang rosakkan bumi kita!
Koranglah makhluk perosak sebenarnya
Tapi korang perasan bagus
Korang jangan lupa korang dapat bernafas sebab ada kami
Kami, pokok2 yang berhempas pulas menyediakan oksigen tuk korang
Tapi apa yang kami dapat?
Carbon monoksida.
Apa ni????

Bila berlaku tanah runtuh, apa korang kata?
“Takde pokok kat kawasan tu”
Salah kami ke?
Korang yang tebang kami, korang balak semua bangsa2 aku kat hutan
Jati, merbau, meranti, apa lagi?
Semua korang cantas

Bila ada tsunami............ apa korang kate?
“poko2 bakau kat tepi pantai sikit sangat”
Salah kami ke?
Tanpa rasa bersalah korang tebang kami
Dengan alsan kami boleh tumbuh semula
Manusia tamak!!!!
Cuba aku potong tangan korang pulak. Apa korang rasa?

Eh cukuplah...
Aku dah bosan.
Satu demi satu kawan2 aku kat sini tumbang
Semua kerja korang
Aku tak sanggup lagi tunggu
Bila nak sampai waktu aku? Cepat!
Aku rela mati dari tengok semua kekejaman korang
Biar aku hempap korang dengan badan aku yang besar ni
Sama macam mana kami terhempap anak kami yang baru nak tumbuh
Bukan kami yang minta, tapi korang yang buat semua tu!
Cepat! Mana chain saw korang?
Aku cabar tebang aku sekarang!
Aku dah muak!!
Cepat!!!



Huh!
Aku peduli ape?
Pergi matilah korang semua
Yang penting aku kaya, aku bahagia.
Korang nak menderita korang punya pasallah!
Hei.....
Peduli ape aku kalau kakak tua kena kurung dekat zoo.
Janji aku dapat duit.
Bukannye aku tak bagi dia makan pun.
Selera je aku tengok dia makan hari2.
Xreti bersyukur kau ni!

Hmmmm....
Peduli ape aku kalau sungai kau kotor
Janji air paip kat rumah aku bersih.
Kalau x memanglah aku marah. Aku bayar bil tiap2 bulan kot!

Aku tak kesah langsung
Nangislah!
Marahlah lagi
Hua ha ha ha
Ape sangat yang korang boleh buat pon
Marahlah lagi!
Xde effect pun.
Hahahahahahahaah!!!!!!!

-The end-

So.................
Lepas ni, bila korang pandang pokok
Cuba fikir apa yang cube pokok tu katakan pada kita
Kalau terdengar burung berkicau,
Cuba dengar betul2
Apa celaan dan makian yang cuba dia sampaikan pada kita

So, Jangan ingat kita manusia saja yg ada perasaan ok!

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syukran jazilan

haiiiii............. serapan lengkonggggggg!
jawab ape????? hu3
lengkong semalam.

hari ni jadi pak arab
almaklumlah bulan puase kan. hu3!
so kene cakap betul2
assalamualaikummmmmm!!
jawab ape????? hu3
waalaikumsalam

syukran................. syukur........
thank you.......... arigato............. nandre..............
ape lagi????
semua melambangkan rasa syukur, rasa terima kasih

syukur dengan segala yg kita miliki sekarang
melambangkan yg kite ni insan yg tahu berterima kasih
kadang2 kita tak sedar ape yg kita ada tu satu nikmat
bila semuanya hilang................
hmmmmmmmmm............
baru kita realise yg semua bende tu penting untuk kite.
macamtulah manusia kan?

tapi memang betul kite ni manusia kadang2 memang tak tahu nak berterima kasih
orang kata beri betis nak paha
banyak chantek!!!
bila dapat terima kasih pun tak,
bila tak dapat?????
tahu pulak nak nak meminta.

kadang2 memang susah kan,
aku pun selalu macam tu,
mungkin juga ego, tapi mungkin juga something else,
tapi aku rase kita kene lebih muhasabah diri kite
tengok balik siapa kita n dari mana asal usul kita
mungkin bende2 macam ni boleh buat kita lebih kenal siapa diri kita
and yang paling penting bersyukur dengan segala nikmat yg tuhan berikan.

ade satu lagu ni
aku suka sangat!
alah lagu ni mmg famous pun
alhamdulillah by yassin and too phat
walaupun lagu rap, tapi tetap penuh dengan nasihat n sindiran2 yang membina
yang menyedarkan kita

siapa kata rapper tak boleh berdakwah?
kan.... tak kira siapa kita
asal kita ada kemahuan dan kesedaran untuk berdakwah atau saling menasihati
apa salahnye? kan?

oleh tu.....
marilah kite ambil berkat bulan2 puase ni
bersyukurlah dengan apa yg ada
tak salah jika kita mahukan yang lebih baik,
tapi jgn pulak kita jadi tamak
ingat
semuanya just sementara
dunia hanya sementara.
so ringan2kanlah mulut kita untuk ucapkan kata2 terima kasih
alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah!

*siapa nak join aku nyanyi lagu ni?

Alhamdulillah II

Album :
Munsyid : Too Phat feat. Dian Satrowardoyo, Yassin, Ahli Fiq
http://liriknasyid.com

Dian Sastro:
disaat waktu berhenti...kosong
dimensi membutakan mata,memekakkan telinga
lalu diri menjadi hampa
saat paradigma dunia tak lagi digunakan untuk menerka*
sadarku akan hadirmu,mematahkan sendi2 yang biasanya tegak berdiri

Yassin:
ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
hayya nab'idil karaha (Let's avoid the hated and hatred)
syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)

Malique:
merenungi luar jendela,mengagumi kebesaran yang Maha Esa
ku menilai kehidupan dari sudut berbeza
tak memadai hanya kecapi rasa selesa
maukan harta yang mampu beli 1 semesta
berpesta ke pagi botol bergelimpangan
kekasih muda bukan takat berpegang tangan
harta dan jamuan nafsu tidak berkekalan
bila menjelang tua bukan itu jadi bekalan
dan jangan puisi ini disalah tafsir pula
bukan berkhutbah cuma betuli diri jua
ingin hidup sempurna aset nilai berjuta,
saling tukar wanita,senyum dan mati tua
bakat dikurnia jangan disalah guna
jangan kufur nikmat yang diberi percuma
guna kelebihan untuk hikmah bersama
jagalah nama hidup penuh pementasan dan drama
ada berisi ada yang kurus,ada melencong ada yang lurus bukan semuanya tulus
ada sempuna ada kurang upaya ada yang jadi buta hanya bila sudah kaya
sebesar rumah bermula dengan sekecil bata,boleh hilang dalam sekelip mata
ucaplah alhamdulillah bukannya sukar, kerna semua nak kaya atau besar
tetap Allahuakbar!!!

Joe Flizzow:
jadikanlah ku tentera Fisabilillah yang tertera di kalimah harap memanduilah
entah apabila persimpangan tiba,hidup penuh rintangan harus kuhadapinya
harapku tidak terlupa diri bila gembira,dan cuma mula mencari kau disaat hiba
ku cuma manusia penuh dengan kesilapan tapi bisa membezakan cahaya dan kegelapan
tabah bila dihalangan duri onak dan cobaan
teguh bila dicobakan keruh kuasa dan perempuan
sentiasa legar diminda,dikejar dan dipinta dari zaman bermula hingga ke akhirnya
ku mengerti siapa ku tanpamu disisi dan apa guna posesi juga posisi
sementara ini cuma hanya puisi,nukilan tulisan dan bisikan isi hati
mencari keterangan,menjiwai peranan menepati pesanan janji juga saranan
alhamdulillah atas kurniaan rezeki,moga tidak terleka dalam perjalanan ini

Ahli Fiqir:
aku yang memandang di dalam lubuk hati,mencari-cari zat rahsia yang katanya tersembunyi
aku yang melihat alam meliputi wujud menyertai lalu ku pindahkan alam ke dalam mata hati
aku hakiki,aku mengerti segala yang terjadi di langit dan di bumi
gunanya tiada fantasi, pelik dan benar,qada' dan qadar kau berilah ku kekuatan
agar dapat ku hindarkan segala kesesatan
usah kau biar nafsuku terliur dari pandangan majazi ini,
aku yang hodoh lagi hina amat benar merindui
moga cahaya lailatul tak membutakan mataku,semoga segala puji tak ku meninggi diri
moga segala janji dapat juga ku penuhi,moga dapatku hadapi tikaman dari belakang
lidah setajam pisau, ku tidak akan risau dengan dugaan, cabaran sepanjang perjalanan
ku pasrah ku akur 7,8,6 Alhamdulillah Syukur...

Dian Sastro:
sujudku pun takkan memuaskan inginku
'tuk hanturkan* sembah sedalam kalbu
adapun kusembahkan syukur padamu ya Allah
untuk nama,harta dan keluarga yang mencinta
dan perjalanan yang sejauh ini tertempa
alhamdulillah pilihan dan kesempatan
yang membuat hamba mengerti lebih baik makna diri
semua lebih berarti akan mudah dihayati
Alhamdulillah,Alhamdulillah,Alhamdulillah....

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another 14th august

hai.................. serapan lengkong!
ha jawap pe?
jawablah lengkong semalam! hu3

another 14th august in my life.
what a wonderful world last night.
thankz to everybody yg da wish for me.
Suddenly i realised that ramai yg menghargai aku
walau aku cam x perasan bende2 tu sebelum ni.
rase terharu bila dpt msg xhenti2 mlm tadi.
rupanya hidup aku penuh dengan kawan2 yg ......... ahhh aku tak tau nak cakap ape.
korang sume mmg best!
voice msg gila dari persiaran 37 buat aku rasa oren.
mesti bosan hidup ni kalau xde orang2 yg sewel manje2 cam korang. hu3!

i got a present!
comel sangat!
from Ajan!
thakz ajan!
comel sgt key chain tu.
ada huruf D lagi
im gonna keep it forever!
i got a wishes from kak nanie, kak niena, and si lily adikku yg joyah.
thakz for the all the wishes.... luv u all! muah!
this is my best birthday ever!
tapi..........
apepun.......
aku tetap tak lupe nak cakap
terima kasih mak.
kerana beri peluang kat orang untuk tengok dunia ni
jasa mak tak terbalas.
org akan ingat tarikh ni sampai bila2
pengorbanan mak orang sanjung.
alangkah gembiranya kalau org dapat cium tangan mak
segembira kawan2 orang yg lain.
apepun
org saaaaaaaaaayang mak!

BUNDA by MELLY GOESLOW

kubuka album biru
penuh debu dan nusa
kupandangi semua gambar diri
kecil bersih, belum ternoda...

fikirku-pun melayang
dahulu penuh kasih
kudengar semua cerita orang,
tentang riwayatku...

*kata mereka diriku slalu dimanja
kata mereka diriku slalu ditimang

nada nada yang indah
slalu terurai darinya
tangisan nakal dari bibirku
tak-kan jadi deritanya

tangan halus dan suci
telah mengangkat tubuh ini
jiwa raga dan seluruh hidup
rela dia berikan...

*kata mereka diriku slalu dimanja
kata mereka diriku slalu ditimang

ooh bunda ada dan tiada dirimu
kan selalu ada di
dalam hatiku...


alfatihah to my beloved mother,
Laminah bte Mokhsin (14 august 1990)

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